The date and time it is minus December 29th, 1991 at approximately seven o'clock in the morning equals my age.
I have a wonderful boyfriend named Jeff who is my everything.
I have an obsession with Marilyn Manson, Motionless in White, astronomy, science in general, and Stephen Hawking.
I am a physics major, astronomy minor, and I play the piano.
I love heavy metal.
I'll beat you in chess.
My personality type is INTJ.
I'm a raw vegan and I don't have a religion.
I am very misanthropic.
I'm chronically anorexic.
I would waste time telling you about who I am, yet I'd rather you find out by yourself.
My left rib pokes out and is uneven with my right side of my rib cage, I have a large masculine jaw, a “crimson chin”, a large long nose, ears that are pointy and stick out like elf ears, and I have an emaciated body, and I love everything about it. I think I’m beautiful and looking in the mirror makes me feel thrilled 99.9% of the time.
I wish others had the ability to see the “flaws” of their bodies as strengths and areas of “perfection” like I do. Once you stop listening to what others have to say/think and say “fuck it” and focus on being the best version of yourself that you can be, you truly see the beauty in who you really are.
Moreover, I’m sick of people gender-categorizing themselves. Like a real woman has to be this. A real man has to be that. Fuck that. A real HUMAN has to be themselves and who they feel they should be. All of us have “masculine” and “feminine” aspects of ourselves. Our reproductive organs don’t have the ability to determine what our personalities and actions should be like.
You want a man who can physically pick you up … so you don’t feel like a fat cow.
You want a man with legs/torso/arms bigger that yours … so you don’t feel like a fat cow.
You want a man who isn’t “frail” or “breakable” so you can feel diminutive, which is what you think a woman should feel like.
You don’t choose men based on your actual attraction to them, you use them as tools to fix your pathetic self-esteem issues.
Ladies, you disgust me.
Bras increase the chance of breast cancer immensely, as well as being very unhealthy and restrictive to the female body. The muscles in the breasts need movement and exercise just like every other organ. I advise throwing away bras, and letting your breasts do their natural, healthy thing.
I have this disease, and I’ve had it since I was about 9 or 10. I’m now 20 years old. 10 to 11 years later, and I’m still in this prison involuntarily. If you wish to be in this mental hell like I am, I recommend you say goodbye to everyone and everything that you love, because you’re not going to be enjoying them for very long. I haven’t been legitimately happy for my entire life, and although I’m not an emotional person, I have to admit that it would be nice to experience the feeling of happiness. If you really wish to acquire this disease, I urge you to spend an entire week with an anorexic person, seeing all of our rituals, obsessive habits, crying spells, dizzy spells, seeing us struggle to do something as simple as taking a shower because our legs are shaking from lack of muscle, not being able to sleep at night due to the fear of not waking up the next morning, lying to our families and telling them that everything is getting better, while everything is getting worse, giving up hanging out with everyone, isolating ourselves in our rooms for days, our weigh ins, our painful punishments, etc. Anorexia isn’t a joke. This is not funny. This is not fun. This isn’t beautiful. This is hell. This is my prison. I am not cognitively free. If you think anorexia is “cool” or whatever, fuck you.
I think women need to grow the fuck up and stop begging society to accept them, and instead, learn how to accept themselves. Furthermore, some of you who label yourselves as “curvy” are, in fact, fat. You’re hypocrites because you go around saying how anorexics and skinny women aren’t beautiful because they promote eating disorders, however, you’re doing exactly the same. This isn’t fifth grade, and you aren’t children, and we don’t need to baby you and tell you how “everyone is special”… not everyone is special. If everyone is special, the word “special” would lose it’s meaning. You don’t see men with a lame body acceptance movement, do you? Maybe it’s because men are intelligent enough not to go around acting like children who need the world to treat them like a child so that “wittle baby can feel better about themselves.” Grow up.
Stop making yourself look ridiculous by saying that curvy women should be proud of themselves for embracing their, let’s face it, fat on their bones, while calling skinny girls bitches just because they have fast metabolisms, can control what they put into their mouths, or have a medical problem that prohibits them from gaining weight. Also, isn’t it possible that some women are, in reality, fat? An overeating problem IS an eating disorder. We shouldn’t praise large women who have eating disorders. Instead of begging others for acceptance, why don’t you just learn how to accept yourself? People who truly value themselves don’t need others to accept them, because they are secure enough to do it themselves. I feel like I’m on a planet filled with children, for fucks sake. “Let’s baby everyone and tell them that we’re all special.” Well, fuck that. This is reality. You aren’t all special. Some of you are just of average intelligence, average looks, and of average cognitive standing. Some are even below average. Grow up and face reality, and stop being fucking children. If you’re insecure about yourself, do something about it instead of bitching to me or others about how we should pamper you because you’re sad… poor adult-sized baby, you…. Ugh.
don’t have one, but don’t tell me or any other female what to do or not do with their own bodies. If a living thing is living in one’s body and absorbing their nutrients without their consent, that living thing is a parasite. A woman has the right to have that parasite removed.
Furthermore, if you don’t like sex, don’t have it, but don’t tell me or any other woman not to do it. Sex is healthy, it reduces stress, increases the strength of the immune system, boosts one’s confidence level, increases longevity, etc.
In addition, if you take “you’re sexy” as an insult, you’re a fucking idiot and YOU’RE the sexist. Men are, by nature, very visual creatures, and, scientifically, eye down a female in order to see if she is of good physical condition to reproduce. If a guy finds you to be sexy and to be worthy of reproduction, you should take that as a compliment and stop being so prude and oblivious.