I’d be selfish to commit suicide considering how much scientific potential I have, and I’ve dedicated my life to science a few years ago, and I’m not one to back out of dedication. I may be miserable, I may hate my life, and I may feel too proud and too damn good to be on such a planet filled with moronic imbeciles, yet I can’t find it in me to kill myself and to let scientific discovery down. I’ll be dead when the universe decides to kill me. Until then, I must fight in order to further human knowledge regarding how this universe works. I may really want to take a knife and slit my throat with it now, yet when I get my PhD in physics or astronomy in the future, I’ll be looking back at myself and being thankful that I didn’t. Science is the ultimate love of my life, and I shall live in order to witness and help science flourish.
Jamie, you’re beautiful, strong, intelligent, and unique, and you have a long way to go before I let you (who is myself) die.
