I just have to overcome the annoying habit of weighing myself multiple times throughout the day, and I pretty much overcame my eating disorder for the most part. I guess I just care too much about my brain and about my future career as a scientist to give that much of a fuck about my anorexia anymore. So, as my therapist puts it, I’m not going to be skinny because of anorexia. I’m just going to be skinny because that’s just how my body is. Throughout 2 years of seeing a doctor and my therapist, I’ve come to learn that I just don’t have a curvy frame, I am skinny because of being a vegan with an overactive brain (thinking does burn calories), and I’m way too bright for my own good which is the cause of most of my stress, anxiety, perfectionism, and depression. So, I guess, I’d rather live for science than live for my anorexic addiction.
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